I think I am in love.

I think I am in love. I want to masturbate when I think of him. And I think of him constantly today. I haven't been in love forever, and, God, it's so intense! I can't stop smiling when I think of him, how he looked at me, the comments he made, how our eyes would meet across the table, how he asked for my BlackBerry PIN, how we sent messages while still at the dinner, how he sent me the message after the dinner was over and we were all gone, and how I was thinking exactly the same thing, I was hoping he would ask me to go for drinks after our work do, but he "wasn't sure it was okay to ask". And how he messaged late in the evening, and then early in the morning, and then at lunch time. I am constantly on his mind, and he is on mine. I haven't felt this kind of animal pure attraction for anybody yet. Or is it always like this, like it's the first time?
All I could think of was kissing him, yesterday, while I was having my dessert. Was he hard throughout the dinner? I want him to touch me.

That thing about the guys waiting for a couple of days before texting a girl it's bullshit. When the guy likes the girl, he texts straight away.